Sunday, March 27, 2016

"Love the broken" rap πŸ’”

I should have known this from the start, I'm standing all alone trying to save my heart I'm falling off my throne, now u done shut me out and I'm feeling all alone, as displaced as i might be I'm trying to carry on, it's sadening to me, Lord I lay myself before you, please give the strength I need as as she cheats and lays down with another I'm trying to keep my sanity I should have let her know I loved her but now it's killing me now I'm standing all alone and my heart wont let me go my emotions have took control as I cried out my soul but only on the inside I must never let it show I wanted you to be mines, my forever  πŸ‘‘queenπŸ‘‘ and Ik it may seem a lil crazy, but yet I'm standing all alone with my mindset on you just thinking of you, I placed my heart and soul towards making you love me my fairytale my queen but it's not as easy as it seems i guess only In my dreams I'm wandering what now my shell has been broken as the tears start to roll down, I feel like my skin is shedding my heart has been blown to peices and shredded like confetti thinking back on the times in wich we shared, facing the basic steps that where once conceived as the basis for the trials and tribulations of our relations we where encased in. Trying to really think on the past in wich we shared , the love, and how much I really cared for you, even in your worst moments I was really there for you giving you a shoulder to cry on and more than a few times lending u an ear or two. But fuck it I'll go numb. This shell is now titanium and more explosive than ever like urainium never again will I give my heart away thats like giving someone else some yellow cake with a timer on it no trust for the these hoes slime to whoever tried me send they ass up to heaven with a light so fucking blinding and have them crash back down with reality i guess its heart break season go against it and be held in contempt for treason but either way I'm leaving i guess u can Call it fuck nigga season and this shit happens to often it's like soon as a nigga softens the world is waiting around the corner to put him in a coffin and bury him with reality but I guess that's just the way society is now a days blinding by the rays of hope ignorant to the shadows surounding and eloping around them till last minute when it drowns them but broken heart or not u will never catch me feeling again πŸ’―